What is Evolution?

“We began as a mineral. We emerged into plant life, and into the animal state, and then into being human, and always we have forgotten our former states, except in early spring when we slightly recall being green again. That’s how a young person turns toward a teacher. That’s how a baby leans toward the breast, without knowing the secret of its desire, yet turning instinctively. Humankind is being led along an evolving course, through the migration of intelligences, and though we seem to be sleeping, there is an inner wakefulness that directs the dream, and that will eventually startle us back to the truth of who we are.”
— The Story of Evolution - Rumi, 13th Century

12.08.2010

MADD


I have MADD. Also known as Man Attention Deficit Disorder. Which basically means that I can never focus for too long on just ONE man at any given time.

You must be thinking WTF? That shit ain't real! Well, if I feel it it MUST be real. So forget you!

But seriously, I'll be 100% into a guy at one moment and then the next thing I know I'm drooling over a pic of a half naked man on tumblr while simultaneously reminiscing about a man from 3 months ago and I can barely remember guy #1's name. At first I was like, maybe it's just regular ADD but then it only happens to me when it comes to men and sex (mostly). Which might prove problematic if/when I choose to settle down in a monogamous (ick!) relationship.

Yet they say variety is the spice of life. So perhaps this MADD might not be such an affliction after all. Maybe I can turn this all in my favour. I mean, I know (and have known) women who become so enthralled in one man that they fall into them completely, getting so lost in them that when (and they usually do) the man leaves they don't even know who they are any more. I will NEVER be THAT bitch. NEVER.

Me? I keeps it simple. I'm all yours when we are together, 100% of Nadya all for you, when you are holding my attention. But once you let me eye, ear, mind, heart or pussy stray....then it's on to the next one.

I'm sure I'm not the ONLY girl in the world who feels this way... or am I?

iNi

gots MADD!

Nadya Dee

Our Deepest Fear by Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."