An Evolution of Self

Inanimate Objects

2012-01-25T20:01:00.000-08:00

I don't see men as objects. They walk, they talk, they run. Men are not things. They have feelings. They think, they reason, they solve problems. They are necessary. For repopulation and the continuation of the line, Patriarchy. It is wrong to treat men as if they are disposable. Because they are not. They are caring beings who demand respect. However they are not your master. Your relationship

Separation

2012-01-24T10:59:00.000-08:00

Partner sought for vast creative endeavour. Global plans. Unlimited compensation. Immediate responsibilities include maintenance of a large property, care and authority over all kinds of creatures --flying, walking, creeping, crawling. Objective: teamwork, companionship and balance. Male only. The above is a slight modification of an insightful passage I read amidst the book of Genesis

Things Left Behind

2012-01-17T12:02:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year Ones and ones To date it's been almost half a year since I left Japan. Yup, 6 months since I've been back home. And boy have I been enjoying the cool Jamaican Xmus breeze after a nice warm day at the beach. You never know what you have until it's returned to you, right? Which brings me to the topic of todays blog, I guess. Things left behind. Like the

Lost Post

2012-01-17T09:07:00.000-08:00

I wrote a Matey story the other day. Published it. Then lost it. Could this be a sign? I'm not sure. But what I do know is that I really need to start archiving the fruits of my labours; manifestations of my creative mind. If only to avoid frustration. For those of you who did get to read it. Consider yourself LUCKY! Alas. I suppose I have to return to the drawing board on this one.

Matey Queen

2012-01-16T06:38:00.000-08:00

I (and this blog) were recently featured on Christopher 'Johnny' Daley's show on Di Endz nationwide fm on the subject of "Matey" . Apparently I'm some sort of an expert. I wasn't aware. What will my mother think? *gasp* Any ways, on Friday January 13, the topic was "Secrets to tekking a girl man" and they asked me for my "expertly" opinion. As soon as I get a copy I'll post a link to it

Ownership

2011-12-18T15:17:00.000-08:00

The ego is a tricky little bastard. First it establishes a firm identity within your true self. Then it starts claiming rights to things. Names, people, places, thoughts, actions are all manifestations of this outer Self. Unfortunately, as we attempt to return to our True Self we become obsessed with ownership. Clingy and unforgiving. Unrelenting. We conspire on a daily basis to get more

Self-Healing

2011-12-15T15:11:00.001-08:00

For the past week I've been out of commission, so to speak. Afflicted with an unknown yet havoc-wreaking ailment I engaged in a rigorous routine of Self-Healing I.e. bitching, whining, moaning and a bit of flatulence for good cheer. In all seriousness, propelled by a deep desire to not give Babylon (a.k.a the Medical profession, the pharmaceutical industry and anyone else who loves to see

Bed-Blogging

2011-12-07T10:01:00.001-08:00

An awkward angleHalf asleep Half awakeLaziness personified One finger typistTest- Posted using iBlogPadLocation:Bed

Evolution of Self

2011-12-06T18:50:00.001-08:00

It's been a while and as such I've decided to commemorate my return to the blog world with a redesign. FANFARE! I've even changed the title and description of the blog. As the Universe continues to reveal its Divine Plan to me so too must I display this revelation in the presentation of my "online journal" as its function is to document my internal journey. As my Truer Self emerges I

The ole switcheroo

2011-10-16T15:50:00.000-07:00

It's happened to almost everyone: You meet someone and you're getting along swimmingly but there's something missing. Yeah, he's cute, he makes you smile, he's got a nice style. Could this develop into something more? Maybe. Or maybe not. Then you meet his friend. His exponentially hotter, funnier, more charismatic friend. And you hit it off. Sparks are everywhere. You're staring deeply

LIFE IS A TEMPTATION

2011-10-16T15:31:00.000-07:00

There is a thin line between enjoyment and indulgence and life is a constant struggle to toe that line. Sure you can have fun, but not too much. Wanna have cake? sure, but you can't eat it! >_> Want to go out and party? By all means! But don't drink and drive! We are constantly called to the attention of our boundaries. Knowing our limits. As a child, we are tempted to touch

Something more

2011-09-30T07:19:00.000-07:00

Lately I have been imbued with the sense of something more. My on and off love affair with love affairs has left me weary of ever finding my twin flame. It seems as if every time I think I'm near I get burnt. Like a moth attracts to light I am incapable of detaching myself from repeating the same mistakes, over and over again. It's time for me to start wanting more. To start believing that

My Ego blogs...

2011-09-29T07:26:00.000-07:00

... because my true self is no longer concerned with the things of the world. With the opinions and labels that society seems insistent on placing on us all. My ego blogs to defy my inner light, inner sight into my Higher Self. I accept my egos inability to die, to let go of the things of this world. Warped Reality. Emotions which only darken the veil. For behind that veil I cry for

Choice

2011-09-26T15:21:00.000-07:00

There is always a choice. Even when it doesn't seem that way. Even when it seems as if there is no hope left. There is a choice. To say yes, to say no, to admit wrongs and acknowledge rights. To demand respect. To laugh, to cry. To be responsible for things said and done; for every thought. To be in control of the course of life. Destiny is dependent on free will. Choose to breathe in the

Time flies...

2011-08-31T11:44:00.000-07:00

when you're having fun, giving bun, trying to come... to terms with new surroundings and such. Which is why I haven't blogged in a while. My apologies to those who noticed my abstinence. Nevertheless, I am proud to announce on this day much like every other yet unique in its own way, that I am alive. Yes. Living, breathing and giving Jah thanks for the ability to do so. Yesterday, I pulled "

Changes

2011-07-11T19:04:00.000-07:00

Everything is changing, rearranging. Life as I know it now will never be the same. They say the same man never steps into the same river twice and I am not the same person I was 4 years ago. Hell I am not the same person I was 4 weeks ago! So many things have changed. My career path, my dreams, my hopes, my desires are all evolving in accordance with the manifestation of my true purpose. Not

Letting Go

2011-07-11T18:07:00.000-07:00

I wouldn't call myself a hoarder per se but I do tend to get attached to things that carry significant memories with them. I am a collector at heart. I see treasures in the simplest of things. Photos, cards, gifts, receipts, old letters, stones from enchanted forests, anything that represent an emotion or a place in time. I see the beauty of the Universe in everything I behold. However these

Free Hugs

2011-07-10T19:34:00.000-07:00

Hugs should be given freely. From the heart. Not coerced, not forced and certainly not because YOU want to hug ME. I am not a hugger. Of course I hug. But I only hug when the spirit moves me to embrace someone and ONLY when that person feels the same way. Embracing can be interpreted in so many different ways. For most it's a show of affection, but it can also be perceived as captivity, being

Freedom to Fly

2011-07-06T17:10:00.000-07:00

Like a bird I fly so high Soaring free You give me Permission to be me to be free and I can see me in you and you in me Let us be as close as two beings can be Together let us be Free.

Reciprocity

2011-06-15T17:42:00.000-07:00

Some call it Karma, some call it Justice I like to call it Balance: Ma'at. The Universe sent me this word today, so here I am, submitting to the Inner Power. It's funny, every time I hear the word reciprocity I think of Ms. Lauryn Hill. I think we all know the line: "Tell me who I have to beeeeee to gain some reciprocity." That line always stuck with me and has now manifest itself here.

Synchronicity

2011-06-07T00:01:00.000-07:00

When the Universe conspires to lead you directly to your destiny there is no other way to describe it than synchronicity. Synchronicity is: p.p1 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times} the simultaneous occurrence of events that appear significantly related but have no discernible causal connection. From my waking up just in time to get to my friend's restaurant just as

Keep Calm...

2011-06-02T19:01:00.000-07:00

Ever since I joined tumblr last year I have been fascinated by the various Keep Calm posters on my Dash... but this one resonated with me especially today. As soon as I saw it I (virtually) sprinted over here to post it. Because sometimes iNi needs to just keep calm and write something... anything. Nadya Dee

Choose Your Own Adventure

2011-05-30T20:01:00.000-07:00

As many of you may know (or not know) I am a book lover. A very book lover. Before I knew myself I knew books. I cannot remember a part of my childhood in which I wasn't either reading a book, writing a story or running wild in my imagination. Creating my own stories, never-ending stories, submerged in fantasy. Moby Books were a significant part of my early (-ish) childhood experience. It's

A New Moon Diet

2011-05-29T19:25:00.000-07:00

So I've decided to try this New Moon Fast out. I've been considering fasting for a while now but I think I'm just too damn craven. But this is just for 24 hours. So it is definitely doable. Depending how I feel after I may also do a Full Moon Fast as well! w00t w00t. Moon Diet Plan - Basic For the basic moon diet plan, you undergo a 24-hour "fasting" day where you consume water and juice only

Moon Moods

2011-05-29T19:01:00.000-07:00

It's funny that I decided to wear my mood ring today. The Universe has a strange yet interesting way of packaging its lessons. And boy am I learning a lesson today. Today's lesson is about moods, obviously. Today, of all days, I am learning how to control my moods and not allow them to rule me. The moon has a lot to do with this. As I master the meanings of the different phases of the moon I

an Essay

2011-05-26T23:12:00.001-07:00

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Fear Less

2011-05-18T20:10:00.000-07:00

In this current climate of imminent disaster, destruction and judgment the ramifications of a prophesied Rapture has stirred emotions of cynicism, disbelief and a bit of paranoia. What am I going to do in the face of all of these predictions, dates and second comings??? It's simple: Fear Less. "Our emotions have a vibratory frequency to them. There are only 2 emotions that human-kind

The Facebook App-endage

2011-05-18T19:51:00.000-07:00

Since October 23, 2008 -- the Genesis of what we now know as Facebook (FB for short), there has been a consistent and subliminal evolution of humankind. Intelligent beings with access to the World Wide Web have cultivated what seems to be a virtual member. Facebook, once a social networking site, a place where people would occasionally visit, has gradually morphed into an extension of our

Revoluting

2011-05-17T23:22:00.000-07:00

Shifting Paradigms. In the process of exploring my evolution, from incarnation to reincarnation, I realize that the only true way to effect change is to revolute. In fact, the idea of a revolution stays constantly pressed up against the inner recesses of my mind. So close I can feel it breathing down my neck. Resting firmly upon my nerves. My evolution desperately needs a revolution. I need to

Evoluting

2011-05-17T17:32:00.000-07:00

So I know I haven't blogged in forever. And with good reason. You see, I've been busy evoluting. Yes. Evoluting. And throw in a bit of procrastinating and general idling for good measure. You know how I do. But yes. I have been on a never-ending journey, inward. In search of my true self. Becoming that which I truly am, truly meant to be. Sequence and succession spiral me through each day.

Value

2011-04-17T19:17:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking a lot lately about how our value systems as human beings have become corrupted by 'civilisation'. How is it that so many people are incapable of seeing that money is not the main purpose of their life on earth? Money, which used to be a means to an end, has become the ends, regardless of the means. Our sense of Self (Esteem) has become anchored to economic worth. Money has

My Ascension Library: A work in progress

2011-03-13T17:48:00.000-07:00

In the wake of planetary shifting, natural disasters, pandemonium and mayhem. I feel peace. Believe it or not, the world as we know it is changing in preparation for a new dimension. Planet Earth, Our Solar System, The Universe continues to evolve and what we are experiencing right now are merely growing pains. What is important now is to keep focused on the approaching Ascension. It may not

Giving up Lent... for Lent

2011-03-08T19:02:00.000-08:00

Apparently it's that time of the year... when those Christianly-inclined commit to giving up some action/addiction/person/thing for Lent. And while I used to participate sporadically in years past I have decided from this moment on, I will be giving up Lent... for Lent. I don't see why I should allow a mythical date/ time frame to dictate when or why I should make any fundamental changes in my

Productive ADD

2011-03-08T18:47:00.000-08:00

I think I might be mastering my ADD. Doing a whole lot of things randomly all at the same time. Chaotic Genius! Right now I'm: Reading up on Ascension Paying for plane tix online Updating iPhone calendar "blogging" x 2 Planning an EPIC Golden Week plus a few other things I'm sure... but it seems I have forgotten. Let's just hope I remember to go pee. iNi am a disorganized success! Nadya

Instant Gratification

2011-03-07T15:02:00.000-08:00

Her appetite insatiable she struts into the bar with her girlfriends, scanning the crowd for hotties as they all make their way to the bar. Independent ladies dressed to kill, they order their drinks then head straight for the dance floor. 'Fly like a G6' plays as they make their way through the crowd, gyrating to the beat as the strobe lights caress their curves. Tonight is the night to drink

Compartmentalization

2011-03-03T17:15:00.000-08:00

After an extremely motivational seminar for returning JETs last week I decided to take my impending career as a freelance writer/ copywriter/ editor serious. And what better time to start than now? So here it is... my brand new second hand professional website. I'm so proud of meeee!!! Compartmentalization is key. And while I am all for people accepting me for who I am. When it comes to

Hot Valentine 2011

2011-02-28T23:15:00.000-08:00

2 weeks ago I (i.e. Mawcy) made my dancehall dancing debut at the Hot Valentine event @ Duckbill. Thanks to Keiko for inviting me to take part in such an amazing event. I had such a fabulous time!Keiko (red), Beibei (green) and myself got together and choreographed a dancehall piece for the valentine event and I think it went well. But you don't have to take my word for it because I have a video

Free Your Mind

2011-02-27T17:32:00.000-08:00

For Black History Month 2010 I performed Mutabaruka's poem entitled "Dis Poem" at the event 'Free Your Mind' held at the Pink Cow in Shibuya, Tokyo. Yes, I know it was over a year ago, but better late than never right??? So here is the video (edited by yours truly) of me, Nadya Dee, performing Dis Poem: This year at the third staging of the 'Free Your Mind' event (a part of the BHM Tokyo

My Moonstone :o)

2011-01-23T22:03:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I bought myself a late (?) Xmas present. A moonstone pendant. The moonstone is (one of) my birthstones, the mystical one. And it ties in quite neatly with the current Sacred Woman/ channeling my 6th sense/ balancing my Ajna path that I am on. Most of you are probably wondering... how did she get a stone from the moon??? Because I am simply awesome, that's how. But on a serious note the

Bunched Panties

2011-01-13T18:01:00.001-08:00

Panties bunched up around my ankles, I stand alone. Shivering. Cold. Lost in the memories of sweet caresses, tender kisses, weakened knees. Then you leave and the abandonment issues I keep buried beneath a heap of narcissistic sheets resurface.They echo the disembowelment of my dreams. I hope you realize what you do to me whenever you walk away. I gather myself. My thoughts. My draws. Composing

Babylon [Sidereal] Zodiac

2011-01-13T17:09:00.000-08:00

Ascording to recent media reports, astrology, the zodiac and horoscopes are all a big farce. Shock! Gasp! Horror! Disbelief! \(^O^)/ Now I am not going to go into the technical mumbo-jumbo surrounding this new revelation because frankly... I don't really care. I'm a Cancerian, the crab, ruled by the moon, regardless. I doan care who the guy! A coulda Ophiucus or di one name Kunkle. As a matter

Kwanzaa: Imani

2011-01-05T23:11:00.001-08:00

Habari Gani? Faith"To believe with all our hearts in our parents, our teachers, our leaders, our people and the righteousness and victory of our struggle." Imani is defined as faith, which in turn is defined as a belief in and an unwavering trust and loyalty to a person, object or deity. Kwanzaa understands faith as believing wholeheartedly in your people, leaders, parents, teachers and the

Kwanzaa: Kuumba

2011-01-05T23:10:00.001-08:00

Habari Gani? Creativity"To do always as much as we can, in the way that we can, in order to leave our community more beautiful than when we inherited it." At our 1st Annual (?) Kwanzaa Potluck Dinner in Tokyo we decided to exercise our creativity by playing instruments. However, considering NONE of us gathered in that space were actually able to operate said instruments it was, as my friend

Kwanzaa: Nia

2011-01-05T23:08:00.000-08:00

Habari Gani? Purpose. "To make as our collective vocation the building and developing of our community in order to restore our people to their traditional greatness." For me, there is individual purpose as well as the overall collective purpose of the community. Personally, I believe I have found my purpose, and while I am not acting fully within that purpose at this point in time I know I am on

Kwanzaa: Ujamaa

2010-12-29T08:57:00.000-08:00

Habari Gani? Cooperative Economics. "To build our own businesses, control the economics of our own community and share in all its work and wealth." During Kwanzaa (the Japan edition 2010), held in Tokyo, it became evident to me that as members of the African Diaspora living in a foreign (predominantly light skinded) land it became increasingly important that we all work together to build our

Kwanzaa: Ujima

2010-12-28T09:47:00.000-08:00

Habari Gani? Collective work and responsibility. "To build and maintain our community together and make our brother's and sister's problems our problems and to solve them together." Our overall success is dependent on our abilities to come together and empower each other. JET Essay Finding My Passion by Nadya Dee-Anne Forbes 1st Year ALT Hioki City

Eye-Candy

2010-09-12T19:55:00.001-07:00

Thanks to my recent obsession with the series Bones I stumbled upon this magnificent speciMAN. Mmm mmm mmmm. His name is Sean Blakemore and he played Angela's husband, Berimbau, on Season 4 of Bones.If I was her, I would have never divorced him. He is just deeeevine!iNistill lusting after the unattainable NadYa Dee

Rational Fear

2010-08-30T22:33:00.000-07:00

I've heard of irrational fear. But what makes a fear rational anyways? What makes the fear of pain and danger rational or irrational? Is the fear of death rational? what about failure? Is it rational to be afraid of the unknown, the uncertain, the unforeseen?Is there any fear that is truly irrational? Because if it's true to you, isn't it worth fearing? Can't it then be rationalized?I'm not sure,

The Truth About Sunlight, Cancer and Vitamin D - NaturalNews.tv

2010-08-30T17:49:00.000-07:00

This is the video (sent to me by my closest sistren) which triggered the previous blog. Take it or leave it but the man makes many very good points. The Truth About Sunlight, Cancer and Vitamin D - NaturalNews.tv

Vampires

2010-08-30T17:47:00.000-07:00

They suck blood, undead, allergic to the Sun, the light. Perpetually nocturnal. Vampires have no life, NO light! Myth or true lies? How many people do you know walk around devoid of life? Sucking the life force out of others.Stealing their energy. Feasting on other peoples light, joy, happiness? Reveling in their despair. How many of us hide from the light? Our light. Preferring to dwell in

Vitamin D[ee]

2010-08-30T16:58:00.000-07:00

The Sun. The Source. Light. Life. Energy.As Summer comes to an end I am relieved to finally escape the humidity that is Summer in Kagoshima. The flying ash, the sticky feeling, the incessant murkiness tends to keep one inside, in the A/C all the time. Cool but not good. Before I came to Japan, my friends and I would try to go to the beach every Sunday. As long as the sun was out we would be at

Extension

2010-07-20T19:36:00.000-07:00

For a variety of reasons I decided to re-contract for one more year on the JET Programme. A Programme which initially was supposed to be for just one year, maximum 3. But here I am, 3 years later embarking on that fourth and final revolution and I can't help but think: Am I really supposed to do this? Am I really supposed to stay here? Most if not all of my friends have already left or are

The Monkey Commandments

2010-07-05T19:27:00.000-07:00

In ascordance with my previous post. I present to you: The Monkey Commandments. I. Thou shalt build, anything, anywhere at any time, for the Dawdy seddeth so.II. Real Bad Men shalt not moggle in shorts. merely straight jeans and cut off foot pants.III. Thine toothbrush is for thine Clarks first, teeth second. IV. Thou shalt use bleach on thine face and body but ne'er on thine teeth.V. Cake soap

Monkey Say, Monkey Do

2010-07-05T18:46:00.000-07:00

It's funny how we allow pop culture to influence our choices and actions in this day and age; how we unconsciously buy into the fallacies that are being fed through our airwaves and television screens via media.When did we become a people who surrendered our individuality to others and why? Is it that strenuous to make decisions on your own? I wonder. This is never more evident than with the

Udjat || Wedjet || Wadjet

2010-06-23T18:38:00.000-07:00

Tattoo # 7 -- the Eye of Horus aka the 'Whole One'. It represents the Moon, protection from evil, intuition, wisdom, health, prosperity and light. Others have taken it to mean the Illuminati... =/For me, the Eye of Horus symbolises where I am in my life now. 1/4 of a century after roaming aimlessly on this earth I think I've finally found my path. And while I am still not absolutely certain what

The Art of Passive-Aggressiveness

2010-06-16T22:58:00.000-07:00

After living and working in Japan for almost 3 years there's one key skill that I have learnt and continue to master. And no I'm not talking about bowing or eating with chopsticks. I am talking about the Art of Passive-Aggressive-ism or Passive-Aggressiveness. Before I came to Japan I was an argumentative and confrontational human being. I would say any and everything to any and everyone. I

Clairvoyance

2010-06-16T22:12:00.000-07:00

So I have psychic powers. Yeah yeah yeah... I know some of you may not believe in psychics or sixth senses but I've always had this eerie ability to just know things. Before everyone else did. Intuition you know. Gut feeling. Plus I've also had more coincidences and deja vus than the average person I'm sure.But it didn't become apparent to me until I began balancing my chakras. And even more so

Decoct

2010-06-08T00:25:00.000-07:00

A kettle on a stove g n...i...... s....... i..........steam r............ and just as the whistle is about to blowthere is no soundjust steamjustgn..i.....pressure climb.......the water is hot but it's notboiling it's hot enoughto burn the skin but the pressure within [within] cannot escape stuck in a space trapped in a place where heat and steam fight for release trapped beneath

Letting Go

2010-06-07T22:52:00.000-07:00

Why is it so hard to let go?Past lives, past loves, past mistakes.Time has the tendency to latch onHaunting our mindslingering with usmemories surface in the subconsciousFloating amidst the presentConfusionAttachment becomesA pillar of saltMemories don't livedon't hurtlike people doThe future depends on amapping of the pastTruth being, thatthe past is not Ifor I am only nowhere, the presentWhat

True B[love]/ Blood

2010-06-07T20:23:00.000-07:00

OMG. Now that it's only a week a way I find myself waiting with bated breath for Season 3 of True Blood. My blood just bubbles at the thought of seeing Bill and Eric again! I feel like shouting from the roooftops!!!Everyone say Sookeh with me! Soookeh!!! [in Bill voice] Now here's a little pre-video for the fang-atics (not my word! I promise!). My fantasy world can officially recommence next

Understanding

2010-06-07T19:36:00.000-07:00

When I came to Japan, almost 3 years ago, I was significantly lacking in understanding. 90% of my day was spent either misunderstanding or exclaiming "I don't understand" [ wakarimasen in Japanese]. People would constantly attempt to engage me in conversation with words I could not understand. My dictionary was like my bible and even then it only helped to ascertain the meaning of certain words

The Slut is Dead, Long Live the Slut!

2010-06-03T21:49:00.000-07:00

A large part of who I am today I owe to the Golden Girls. A significant amount of my youth was spent watching Golden Girls reruns on Lifetime TV with my Mumzy. These moments, I believe, helped to shape me into the woman I am today. Particularly Blanche, whose confidence and sexuality have been somewhat of a blueprint for my life. So it is with a heavy heart that I now type this blog after hearing

Here and Now

2010-06-01T18:29:00.000-07:00

What's more certain than the here and now? This moment, this place, right here, right now. The present. As far as we know everything outside of this might all be an illusion. The past and the future are fleeting. Memories and dreams.What we have, within our reach and grasp is the present. Right now. Yesterday as I spoke to one of my best friends about my past lovers and all the obstacles I

Birth Month -- Re:Birth

2010-05-31T17:06:00.000-07:00

It's June!!! and you know what this means??? It's my birth month!!! Yaaaaaaaaaay!!!This year is especially significant to me as I celebrate my 25th year walking amongst the "living" on Mother Earth. A quarter of a century later and here I am. Almost 9000 miles from the land of my birth and hopefully 25 years wiser and more enlightened than I was at the beginning.It has often been said that life

メンタル　トレーニング [Mental Training]

2010-05-28T00:17:00.000-07:00

This week in Japanese class I had to do comprehension practice on an article about Mental Training. Apparently it's a new phenomena, amongst businessmen, of self-actualization. Basically you picture your successful future self then that future self turns and faces your present self. At which point, as future successful you, you pinpoint all the things that are lacking in your present life and all

The Party Cup can Save the World!

2010-05-18T16:54:00.000-07:00

Okay I must admit that, at first, I thought all this party cup business was just another asinine craze with zero meaning much like a lot of our new Dancehall "hit songs" *cough* Clarks *cough*.Then I began thinking about it and I've realised that the party cup might just be the best and most environmentally conscious craze to come out of the Dancehall [since "Sweep" of course].Consider the number

Too Much Soy Milk

2010-05-13T19:10:00.000-07:00

I recently got into a seemingly bitchy situation with a member of the opposite sex which led me to the conclusion that possibly, quite possibly, there are "men" in this world who are walking around with latent vaginas. The situation that led to this epiphany was startling while at the same time puzzling to me. You see, I, Nadya Dee, being a female with the corresponding female parts am

How To Promote Your Event via Facebook

2010-05-09T19:26:00.000-07:00

Ever since the advent of the innernets and the plethora of social networking websites that came with it I've noticed a few interesting changes since the last time I promoted a party. i.e. any ice donkey can now do it!And with these few simple, easy-to-follow steps you too can promote your event just as well as any other imbecile who has an e-mail account and has signed up for a profile on

Me Mango Tree

2010-04-20T16:52:00.000-07:00

Oh woe is mewhenever I think of me mango treebefore I even know who I beI knew that precious mango treeEvery morning I would wake to seethat tree standing so royallyMe mango treeMe mango treeMe mango treeI long to seeyou see I never raise in the countryor even living by the seaI born and grow in Kingston CityI have no long lasting memoriesof sitting under treesresting in the summer breezeor

Purgatory

2010-04-07T21:53:00.000-07:00

So I've been immensely preoccupied lately. I haven't even been tweeting as often as I used to. Which must mean that I've been less idle. I tend to tweet non-stop when I'm at school with nothing to do and the twitter page in front of me. Random mind farts. But recently not so much. This might be partly due to my new fascination: tumblr. I like it more because I can be me without having to wonder

Prophecy by David Seltzer

2010-03-23T23:40:00.000-07:00

Yattaaaa!!! I knew it was Prophecy! I just knewed it!!! iNican sleep in peace tonightNadYa Dee

at the tip of my brain...

2010-03-23T22:32:00.000-07:00

So I've been filling up my virtual library on Shelfari for the past hour or so [See bookshelf on left or click here]. Yes I am THAT idle. But that's not the point of this post. This is about what's swimming around in my mind. An experience that has somehow floated to the top of my subconscious as a result of me digging up memories of books past. Here's the story: When I was in high school I met a

Writing Constipation

2010-03-23T22:23:00.000-07:00

There are two or three stories sitting on my brain right now but I just can't seem to pass them out. So I've been signing on to Blogger randomly. Hoping something will come. But it doesn't. Maybe I'm just lazy and unwilling to settle into a long term commitment such as a story because I've been tumbling and tweeting out all hell. I feel myself slowing to an impasse. I need a jolt of excitement or

Souji

2010-03-14T17:12:00.000-07:00

Now I know I'm not the neatest and tidiest person in the world. I never have been. On a regs there's countless articles of clothing scattered on my bedroom floor. However, there is one thing that I am not, and that is NASTY. I don't like maggots, roaches, flies, rats anything that signifies uncleanliness. That includes bad smells and unsightly stains etc etc. Now don't get me wrong, I don't think

Growth

2010-03-11T17:27:00.000-08:00

I'm going to write a story today. Or rather, I intend to write a story today. However things almost never work out as I intend them. That being said I figured I should get this blog/rant out of my system before I switched into creative mode. This blog post is about growth as well as something that has been irking me about Japanese people for a while now. i.e. How oblivious they are to the growth

Old Spice 'The Man your man could smell like'

2010-03-04T16:51:00.000-08:00

OMG I just love this ad. Hilarity! Here's the script:Hello, ladies, look at your man, and now back to me. Now back at your man, and now back to me. Sadly, he isn’t me, but if he stopped using ladies scented body wash and switch to Old Spice, he could smell like he’s me. Look down, back up, where are you? You’re on a boat with the man your man could smell like. What’s in your hand, back at me. I

Lack thereof...

2010-02-22T21:55:00.001-08:00

You ever notice that in the moment you mentally decide to NOT do something that's when the temptations come??? I guess that's what LENT is all about...resisting temptations when you're at your weakest.That Jesus sure was a strong bredda sah...cause I have already back-sloden (yes I just made that word up....low mi)Anyhoo... I'm getting back on the horse...and I not coming off til I slay this

Lioness Rising ::: ROAR!

2010-02-17T19:22:00.000-08:00

There's a passion burning deep within me. Telling me to fight against oppression subjugation racism slavery. My spirit is growling. Vexed!Cursing the systems which have been put in place to disenfranchise the African raceBabylon system!A roar is bubbling in my soula roar so mighty that it will shake the earth to its core toppling buildingsmarkers of civilization built upon the blood sweat and

For Lent

2010-02-16T21:11:00.000-08:00

I'm giving up the bottle for Lent and maybe meat but I'm not 100% sure about the meat as yet....we'll see how that goes. Oh and junk food. Definitely junk food. And no cigarettes and no sex. So yes. There you have it. 40 days: no alcohol, no meat, no junk food, no sex AND no cigarettes!And I'll try to do updates on my progress or lack thereof.Wish me Luck!Ganbarimasssuuuuu!!!!iNiam an abstaining

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Something more

My Ego blogs...

Choice

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A New Moon Diet

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an Essay

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Hot Valentine 2011

Free Your Mind

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The Truth About Sunlight, Cancer and Vitamin D - NaturalNews.tv

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Too Much Soy Milk

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Me Mango Tree

Purgatory

Prophecy by David Seltzer

at the tip of my brain...

Writing Constipation

Souji

Growth

Old Spice 'The Man your man could smell like'

Lack thereof...

Lioness Rising ::: ROAR!

For Lent

メンタル　トレーニング [Mental Training]